3R's. Damn.
I never felt like this before. I feel like giving up everything. When I need someone to carry my weight, I couldn't find any. Am I as lonely as ever? Or is it everyone is afraid of me?
Maybe it's my face
Maybe it's my attitude
Maybe it's both
Why, in the world, I'd be like this?
I thought of having fun.
It's true then
my third semester sucks
Relationships ruin
Result devastated
What could be worse?
Joining RCM
was my best choice?
better choice?
or just a plain fun?
I am not blaming RCM
because my result
doesn't rely on it
I am just saying
the feeling is like
a tsunami.
The degree of happiness
rising day by day
since day 1
of RCM.
Then today
it crushes and crashes
down deeply.
I need someone
or something
to lift me up.
I did weightlifting explosively
I did play games to relieve myself
But all those fail.
Is it true
that a word
from a friend
might calm
the malevolent sea?
Frustrated
Devastated
Disappointed...
Save me.
oii.. what happen pulak?? That day see u okok , some more ur pictures during RCM was nice. .. aww.
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