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Saturday, June 30, 2012

Nexus (Chapter 1)

Title  : NEXUS
Date   : 7098 A.D.
Place  : NEAR-ORBIT NEXUS (N.O.N.)

ONE - REBOOT

He looked out of the window. The ocean was in its usual blue-green, lurking behind those thick grey clouds. The land was ever green.

"Tea, sir?" a servitor asked mechanically.

"No, thank you," he replied while waving the servitor away.

He recalled how Earth was like thousands of years ago when it was in its sky-blue and forest-green. And now, Earth reverted back to its past state. He sighed at such beauty. Rain and mountains. Nothing could have matched the beauty of Earth itself. Even the humans had made something spectacular: the plasma fountain the size of Mars, somehow, the blue marble was the most attractive ornament in the solar system.

"Do you need a companion, sir?" the servitor had returned.

"No..." he trailed off. Then he corrected, "Yes, please. But don't utter a word. I need a companion, not a chatterbox."

"Yes, sir," the servitor obliged.

So many years, he had seen the number of humans dwindling. And now, he had come to a point he had the most fear in believing: the last human standing.

Or drifting.

There were no humans left standing on Earth, trampling the grass and soaring the heavens. Nature was taking over when it knew it was winning over a long battle with humans.

Buildings began to crumble and decay.

Streets collapsed.

Humanity... vanished... soon.

"It is intelligence itself destroy intelligence... if you know where and what to avoid..."

He remembered someone telling him this, but he couldn't remember who. And now, it was too late to stop intelligence, for humans had destroyed themselves. Not by natural disasters, not by wars, not by alien invasions. But something so hidden and subtle that no one saw it coming.

It was the minds of humans that destroyed themselves.

His thought was interrupted when there was a loud beeping noise from his console, signifying that there is someone - or something - sentient is still alive.

"It's impossible..." he gasped.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Internship Interview

My feeling during the interview process:


PS: so how do you call this creature? Domo kichu? (Doraemon, Domo, Hello Kitty and Pikachu)

However, I thank my dearest brother for everything he has done for the day. I am happy. I am proud of you. Pray for me that me and my friend (Siewcheng) will pass our interviews. Please.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Ulti

DotA or Warcraft's Heroes have four different spells to cast. Some are passive, some are active. Nonetheless you cannot cast the spells repetitively since it has a cost (mana) and a cooldown buffer. And, unless the the last spell (also known as the Ultimate, or simply just 'Ulti' since the power is very great) is a passive, the ulti takes the longest time to cooldown and highest cost to cast.

It's like the Lady in QiXi legend which the Lady (a goddess) fell in love with a Shepherd which angered the Mother Goddess. As punishment they are separated and only to be met the 7th day of the 7th month, where the magpies would create a bridge for them to meet.

Cooldown duration: 1 year.

My case cooldown duration: 1 week

It's not a punishment for him since he suggested this to make up the lost time dinner we should have. "I was planning on once every week..."

Uh-oh, cooldown timer set: 1 week.

So yesterday he brought me out to lunch just because he had to fetch me to campus and to train station, and along the way, he brought me to lunch.

Status: Ulti:: USED; Cooldown: 1 more week. Ready by next Saturday.

And thus, we didn't have dinner on Saturday, no meals on Sunday, because we have spent the "once every week" thingy deal.

Sad right?

Yeah, you can say that again. If he were to be me, I bet he could feel my heart being squeezed for a second and sliced off two thin pieces.

I bit my lips. Forced out a smile. I couldn't whine anymore. He made his promise anyway. He seemed to be very happy with it. So I couldn't ruin his smile. It's better this way than never have a deal right? (especially I have issues on dinner)

For his smile and hope, against my wish and time, I would rather enjoy than endure.

For now, nothing is worth more than his smile than seeing me in pain.

Family first. Always

Always...

Cooldown timer: 6 days, 23 hours 30 minutes

Friday, June 22, 2012

Goatee vs Sexee

Yes, most of you (or all?) have known that I have been keeping a goatee.

Mbekkkkkk~~~

Now, I have heard from two parties with very different response towards my dear goatee.

A) "Eww! Disgusting! Trim it please!"
B) "Walao! Yeng oh! Looks more man ady!"


Well, should I keep the sexy goatee (perasan betoi)?

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Triangle

I was possessive, or am I?

I saw a mirror of myself. Or a distorted mirror?

I saw a future that I do not wish it will happen. Ot was it a dream?

Jealousy.

I hate you.

FREAKING MUCH.....
Thank you

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

水瓶座

有那么一种朋友,在你被别人误会时,他会站出来替你说话,不用你解释,
他也会相信你;就算你做错了,他也会轻易的原谅你…
因为他了解你,懂你。

遇到这种朋友要好好珍惜。


水瓶理性的可怕。会很现实的考虑两个人的将来,
如果觉得没有未来,就放开。
有条不紊的瓶子很少情绪失控,也很少有人能让水瓶情绪失控,
如果有就是看的很重的事或人。水瓶的理性有时候也会很伤人,
比如,两个互相相爱的人,水瓶觉得自己的存在阻碍对方的前途或发展,
会选择自动离开。而且不给任何理由



理解水瓶座的人很少,水瓶座理解的人却很多,
水瓶座总是充当守护天使最佳的人选。因为人们大多数看见的是水瓶座的笑容,可以掩饰一切的笑容。
水瓶座一直被人当作小孩子,一直被当作不懂悲伤的幼稚小孩子,
水瓶座的内心一直奢求别人更多的安慰和呵护



如果水瓶座决定和你在一起了,那就说明你是他们这一生都认定的人了。
你会很少听到他们说我喜欢你我爱你这样的话。
至多他们在热恋的时候会说句我想你了。
他们会在你很不在意的时候说一句我爱你,在你诧异的同时,不会再听到第二遍了,
并且瓶子脸上的表情不像是在表白。很纠结吧!



水瓶座一直在守护着大家,却没有人了解她们的关爱和呵护
水瓶座经常设身处地的为别人着想,只要一点点回报,水瓶座就能露出最真实的笑脸
水瓶座从来不记仇,也许刚才很恨的人,

 看到水瓶座受到伤害,表面上没什么反应,心里其实也在心疼...
水瓶座经常谦让别人,就算受到别人的伤害,也只是一笑而过.


水瓶座总觉得自己很孤独,其实并不是没人在身边,只是想要的人不在。
瓶子出门时总会时不时看看手机,
如果你发现瓶子和你出去时不玩手机了,那么你就是水瓶座最珍惜的那个人


水瓶座不会随便爱上一个人,一旦真正喜欢就会很致命,会一直把你牢记在心。
水瓶不习惯主动跟人套近乎,很容易被感动,很敏感,
看似什么都不计较、不细心,其实是在包容对方,
所以会装作什么都不知道。
水瓶座很正义,讨厌虚伪、谎言,讨厌欺骗。
水瓶很重感情,只要真心认定的朋友,都会真心对待


不大主动去联系人。
水瓶座是个慢热的星座,表面看起来朋友很多,
但真正令他挂念和在乎的或许只有那几个人而已。
大部分的人,水瓶座可能只是把他划分在“认识”的这一层面上。
当然也就不会去主动联系了。
所以,如果你是水瓶座会主动联系 的人,那你对他来说就已经很重要了



水瓶座,很累的、水瓶座总是脸上微笑着、无所谓着、强势着,但是心里却一直流着泪;
水瓶座总是对陌生人冷冷的,但是熟悉了就嘻嘻哈哈;
水瓶座总是表现得很坚强,其实很软弱;
水瓶座总是说自己不孤单,其实很寂寞;水瓶座总是被人误解,却又不愿解释。
水瓶座,很累的。



有的时候水瓶座的梦想太大,别人说水瓶的梦想根本不可能实现;
有的时候水瓶的梦想又太小,又有人说水瓶胸无大志;
不过又能怎么样呢,未来始终是自己的,梦想始终是自己的,没有人会来帮你实现它。
这个世界上没有不带伤的人,真正能治愈自己的,只有自己



水瓶座的人思想新颖,不按排理出牌,常有一堆天马行空式的狂妄理论,
在别人眼里就是一个显眼的特殊份子,
这也是他们魅力所在,所以愈特别、愈怪异的发型,愈能表现出水瓶座的叛逆。
水瓶座可以试着剪一些不对称、不协调的发型表现自己!



水瓶座喜欢有智慧较保守的人,简单点来说,
水瓶座喜欢喜欢追求甯静的气氛。想捉住水瓶座的心,
你必须有项专长。让他觉得你在这方面的领域是高人一等的
不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗水瓶座。
瓶子讨厌不诚实的人!!

水瓶基本上是个很痛苦的人。
表面上总是很有活力 很快乐的样子 可是没人的时候他们又总是很受伤。
水瓶总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩,他们不会让别人发现。
水瓶座的人很怕被伤害怕被抛弃, 也怕带给别人伤害和不快乐,
只能自己硬挺著一切。所以水瓶很神经质,精神脆弱容,容易感伤。


水瓶座不太勤奋,可却有过人的智慧,和超强判断力。
水瓶平常看起来对感情有点花心,可是那是因为水瓶的认真,对自己感情的负责。
水瓶不会同时把感情付出给几个人。他只会不断的寻找属于自己的那个。
体贴细心,婚后对感情的专一,也是独具魅力的。


水瓶是孤独的,从来不喜欢和别人抢东西,
希望在身边的人都是心甘情愿的留下来。
人来人往中,要水瓶对一个人上心不容易,
初接触水瓶的人都被他那种不冷不热的态度吓走了。
但真正走进水瓶心里的人,就会发现水瓶对人好起来是没有底线的。
那些错过水瓶的人,损失哦。



水瓶座男人的一些小特点: 神经兮兮.喜欢没心没肺傻傻的笑. 很自我,
沉默是金,但说出的话句句都是重点.虽然嘴说你想怎样,
但最后都是他赢,很爱钓人胃口.喜欢暖味式的爱情.
在陌生的人面前不爱说话,喜欢调侃熟悉的朋友和同事。
重情义。有那么一点点小闷骚.深藏不露.


水瓶座,很在乎个人空间和隐私,不喜欢被人束缚,我行我素,喜欢那种被关注的感觉。
对朋友很客气,在朋友里面大都觉得她很好相处,
但对男朋友就忽冷忽热,竟然可以把男朋友晾一边,然后跑去陪朋友。
博爱,朋友多,但真心的没有几个,很少有人能走进她们的心,觉得没有人能懂她们


水瓶优点:
1脾气来的快去的也快;
2有斗志,喜欢拼搏;
3刻苦努力,想尽办法独立门户自己当老板,老总最多的星座之一;
4重感情,讲义气;
5别人对他好,定加倍奉还的典型代表;
6不计前嫌,容易哄;
7单纯没心机;
8喜怒言于表,不伪装;
9做事雷厉风行、
10天生的统筹规划专家,计划性强


水瓶座特执着,特捉摸不透。没有安全感,占有欲强,控制欲强。
容易胡思乱想,多疑,极敏感,嫉妒心强,
最容易吃醋。忽冷忽热,忽远忽近。爱顾影自怜,N重性格,严重精神分裂,
特大号神经病。
----致所有需要呵护的水瓶座


爱上瓶子其实不应会感到累,毕竟他们是快乐积极向上,不会被挫折打败的代表星座。
只会有无数的目标共同去追逐,无尽的开心一起去感受,生活充实的都没有烦恼的时间。
如果一定要说累的话,也是身体上的,
因为有太多乐趣需消耗体力,爱上如此活泼的水瓶,即使挥洒汗水,累也并快乐着



水瓶座喜欢追求自己的生活,带有最重的个人主义色彩,
有风一般的性格,个性独特,偶尔会流露出冷漠。
如果你身边有博爱的水瓶,很难一见钟情,看似冷漠不介入他人事情的水瓶,
其实常常处于错乱,困扰的状态,
对过去的伤痛很难忘记,瓶子易碎易毁,虽然崇尚自由,但依旧无法放弃爱



水瓶座个性特质:独立、直觉、博爱,用两句话来形容,
1.敢于特立独行,追求世界大同。
2.理性中保有天真、友善的特质。你们给人勇于做自己的印象,特立独行,不畏人言的态度也是你们魅力的来源。总体准确,尤其是对爱情不存在幻想和不爱出风头。



有人说水瓶对伴侣的要求太高,太注重感觉,只要感觉对,
水瓶就无法将目光转移。
但多数水瓶都否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情,
因为一向自视清高,承认一见钟情似乎是在侮辱自己的智商
在感情上,水瓶需要慢慢相处,
因为瓶子是个被动的,慢热的,放不开的星座,认识时间越久对你越好



水瓶座最大的弱点就是心软,即使受到再大的打击和伤害,只要对方低下头来说对不起,
虔诚的道歉,我们就会忍不住说没关系。
水瓶座最见不得别人哭,看到痛哭流涕的人,
会不由得去同情,去安慰。水瓶座的心最软,也最容易受伤
生活的琐碎,习惯了一个人承受





1唯一能够读心的星座
2唯一热衷于从地球消失的星座
3唯一能够和狮子、白羊聊天的星座
4唯一能够毁掉巨蟹的星座
5唯一能够让双子安心的星座
6唯一让双鱼无奈的星座
7唯一读懂天蝎的星座
8唯一能和射手一拍即合的星座。
9唯一不能和处女天长地久的星座。
10唯一和金牛终成眷属的星座




水瓶是孤独的,从来不喜欢和别人抢东西,
希望在身边的人都是心甘情愿的留下来。
人来人往中,要水瓶对一个人上心不容易,
初接触水瓶的人都被他那种不冷不热的态度吓走了。
但真正走进水瓶心里的人,就会发现水瓶对人好起来是没有底线的。
那些错过水瓶的人,损失哦

Monday, June 4, 2012

Blood is Thicker Than Water

Although I am a complicated guy, I have some fundamental characters.OK, that pic was supposed to be depicting me sliced in two identities (back when I suspected I had a bipolar). I dislike lies. If you choose to lie from me, or hide from me, and eventually I find out about that lie, you are dead. Spell that word twice.

That was what happened to me recently that my brother did something that made me seriously disappointed and unhappy. Usually at that moment, I would have let go everything else and continue my life without knowing I had a brother.

But I do realise one thing: Blood is thicker than water.

I can't do that to my brother. Never. Not when he has done so many things for me.

A long chat and emotional spills, we reconciled.

I thank god for this. I thank my brother. I thank my rationality.

No matter what happens, I will always be there for my brother and understand him. I won't let him be afraid of disclosing the truth. For I am an umbrella to him sometimes. An umbrella will shield the occupant regardless the identity of the occupant. An umbrella never attacks the user (rare cases are isolated though).

I believe in that. Blood is always thicker than water. And so does my love to my family as well as my brother,