If the Storm Ends

What if this storm ends and I can't see you as you are now?

 

 

Raining December, stormy season

I am drifting alone for a reason

 

Bringing memories, of us together

What hope I have but better?

 

And then the rain comes, as I see

When I see you not with me

 

Been called with glorious name

But I feel like it's a game

 

Where you go by your friends

while I have to wait till the end

 

The people you be with, numerous

The people I go with, tears will burst

 

I hope for more

but only get sore

 

For we are nothing

out of something

 

I want to laugh with you as we go

I want to cry with you as we go

 

But I have neither reached this or that

while you have, but not with me, so sad

 

If the storm ends, I would walk away

I can't bear the look and words you say

 

If you are not here with me

so let my heart alone to be

 

Don't stomp my heart

and yet say never be apart

 

Because when I leave

there's nothing that will make me stay, with much grief

 

Because when I walk away

nothing will make my heart sway

 

If it comes down that I am a pilgrim of loneliness

Then I must continue my journey to the distance

 

Never stay on you for a chapter

Never be with you for any longer

 

If the storm ends...