No, it's not LV, it's VL.
I think I should confess that I am 70% into VL now. I am worried. I thought I wouldn't happen. But it still happens. It's like a worm in my heart, slowly manifesting and protruding out from my heart.
I don't know what to do with this VL. Unless the other party is willing to commit into VL, then I guess it should be a 'happily ever after' ending. Or, is it not?
Conflicting emotions send turmoil in my soul. I should not have done that. Seriously. It is now tearing me apart. Should I 'longkang' it? Should I? Dear blog, I really don't know what to do, let alone who to talk to!
Well, when I usually reject those who never reply message, I really do. It's sort of disrespect and self-respect. So, there goes a number of contacts I cancel out. So that leaves...
I can't believe it!
Can God just reformat my brain? I don't want this to happen. I want... I want to forget who I have met that has caused me such grave injury.
Enuff said, I shouldn't be online at all.
*sigh* worse semreak after all