Mix

Since I grew myself a goatee, many new friends are asking me:

"Are you a MIX?"

And I've heard, it's not just about my goatee, it's, in fact, about my complexion. It's a bit dark and I have a goatee. I don't know what mix they are referring to.

Malay mix Chinese? Indian mix Chinese? Or worse, Mongolia mix Chinese?

Thai? Indonesian?

*dizzy*

O.o

So, should I be happy about it?

My ugly face is really coming out embarrassed. Gosh. How I wish I have my dark circles removed. It seems that those circles are permanent. It's caused by my underlying blood vessels and health level.

Argh.

Wait, since when I am so obsessed with my looks?

OMG.

Am I handsome enough?

Should I "stay mixed"?

*Pondering*