Be Alone

I AM NOT SPORTING
I AM NOT FUNNY
I AM NOT CRAZY
I AM NOT FRIENDLY

I FUCKED MY LIFE
I SUCKED MY SOUL

EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE FRIENDS
BUT I DON'T EVEN FEEL THEM WITH ME

EVEN THOUGH I GOT MYSELF A BROTHER
BUT I NEVER ACTUALLY TREAT AND FEEL IT

I AM A FUCKING LOSER
FUCKIN' FUCKIN' LOSER

I CANNOT BE ALONE
I CANNOT SEE PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME

I AM EASILY BE JEALOUS
I AM STUPID
I AM A NERD

IF I TURN DIRTY
THEY DON'T BELIEVE IT'S ME

I GUESS
I HAVE TO LEAVE MY LIFE.