Disposing Old Toy

I grew tired of it. I don't know why. I remembered I used to thing about it a lot. I wished I can have it all the time. But...

As time passed, I lost my interest on it. Like an old toy. I never thought about it lately. I never even want to think about it. It is just like a rubbish scuttling on the hard tar road. Sometimes it catches my attention and sometimes it doesn't.

I feared.

Am I losing it? But why? Have I been giving up to much hope on myself too?

I am sorry to say this: I have to throw you away.