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Thursday, May 26, 2011

RCM:Result:Regrets



3R's. Damn.






I never felt like this before. I feel like giving up everything. When I need someone to carry my weight, I couldn't find any. Am I as lonely as ever? Or is it everyone is afraid of me?






Maybe it's my face

Maybe it's my attitude

Maybe it's both



Why, in the world, I'd be like this?

I thought of having fun.




It's true then

my third semester sucks




Relationships ruin

Result devastated


What could be worse?




Joining RCM

was my best choice?

better choice?

or just a plain fun?




I am not blaming RCM

because my result

doesn't rely on it




I am just saying

the feeling is like

a tsunami.



The degree of happiness

rising day by day

since day 1

of RCM.



Then today

it crushes and crashes

down deeply.




I need someone

or something

to lift me up.




I did weightlifting explosively

I did play games to relieve myself

But all those fail.




Is it true

that a word

from a friend

might calm

the malevolent sea?





Frustrated



Devastated



Disappointed...






Save me.

1 comment:

  1. oii.. what happen pulak?? That day see u okok , some more ur pictures during RCM was nice. .. aww.

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