Regrets

Alone

Facing the monitor screen

Thinking

Counting

How many friends I am losing

Before I have the chance to really know them

Night ever so silent

cannot calm

My turbulence in my heart

Why

Goodbye?

Why

Never say hi?

I lost my words

I lost my senses

Saying what I could

to change the unchangeable ending

I know you at the wrong time

I know you at the wrong place

But I never know you wrongly

I was hoping

some of you can be great friends with me

till it's time

But it's a hope

A hopeless hope.

A fool's dream